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Relief

Today was the first day back to school after the nice long Thanksgiving break. I couldn't sleep last night for I was worrying about missing a major grade in History and the awful region mock tryouts. Around 1 I finally fell asleep, but rewoke at 3 then finally slept till my alarm woke me up at 6:25.

This morning started off with me standing in front of the locked band hall with a few friends complaining about region. I told them I don't think I would go, since I was not ready to play rh music off yet. I also told it depended on the day of the mock tryout. I was replied with "Oh the email said trumpets are today." I began to flip out wondering what to do. After a few moments of freaking out I decided it was best just not to go.

After the band hall was unlocked I met up with my friend, Cavalie, I asked her if we turned our notes into History the day before we left. She said she was pretty sure we did and I started getting nervous. We walked to her locker to get her books for her next class and to check to see if she had her history notes for a major grade. She still had them not turned in! With our notes in hand we rushed to the class room to turn them in without a point deduction. The teacher was talking to a student about her daughter. We stood there for about 5 minutes until the warning bell rang, then finally the teacher looked at us. We told her about her not calling for the notes and if we can still turn them in now, the teacher laughed and said only the regular students turn it in PreAp has another major grade. We both sighed with relief and walked to our 1st period classes.

In first period the teacher wasn't here so we did nothing, I have a very good friend in that class so of course the period went by fast. Before I knew it it was time for band. I walked in getting nervous to tell the director I wasn't prepared to go. I grabbed another trumpet player who was not ready to go either for back up and we approached the directior, we stated how we were not ready or prepared and he replied with: "ok well I'll see you at the audition today and tell you if you can go or not" and he walked off. did he not understand what we just said?! Were not going to waste others times playing things we haven't learned completly! We sat through the class and played our band music for Christmas and we decided to talk to him again after we were finished. We approached him asking if we had to go if we were not ready and couldn't play it all. He asked if I was sure I didn't want to, for he knew the hard work I put into it. I replied saying I was sure and he agreed.

All my stress that I had worried about was gone! No region! No missing assignment! Now if only the whole school year was like this, I still have top band auditions to try out for near the end of the year, and not going to region really hurts my placement in there. As I was thinking thoguh, there isn't really anyone else who will stand in my way to making it. Now in January Solo & Ensamble is coming up and the stress will be back on. Only difference is Solo & Ensamble is my domain I don't do bad there, never in all my years playing trumpet.
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Introduction

I have a blog for the game I play, Runescape, I moved the blog here to blogger. It was previously on a gamining fansite. While blogging about the game I have decided I should also make a blog about my real life. Here I will talk about what goes on and my thoughts and feelings about what is going on in life around me.

You should know that I play trumpet, and I love band. Next week is region and I'm really not prepared to go. I wish I could tell the band director that I don't want to go and that I'm not ready, but I did that last year and I am expected to go. Also if I don't go the top band director, whose band I want to get in won't even look at me. Also if I don't go I won't be the top player in the band I'm in now. Ughh. Two friends of mine who also join me on my quest to make this band have practiced their region music to near perfection and are going. If I don't go I'd look like a fool to them. To make it wose one of them has braces aswell as I do! So there is no excuse for those getting in my way. Unless braces affect a trumpet player more than a saxaphone player.

Maybe you will side with me if you know the whole region process. You go in on a Saturday morning to a school with 100s of other people or less, depending on your instrument, and sit in a room for hours and hours. You get called up one by one in front of everyone to play your reigon music for judges who can't see you. Its pure awful torture, pain, and racks your nerves. After the hours and your finally done playing you sit for an hour and wait for your horrid results, when they are posted your results are seen by everyone! I know if I go I won't score well.

Sometime this week our school will hold a mock tryout, where we will all have to audition to be able to audition to region. To make that worse I have to play in front of people I actually know. I really don't want them to here my do bad and say "Wow he wants in this band with us, ha!" Tomorrow is my last day at home to practice it before I return to school and have to play in front of my band class. When I play alone or with others is completely different than how I play when I'm alone in front of everyone.

Other things other than band in life is one of my PreAp classes, English, I have to finish reading Frankenstien by Monday morning and have an essay written by our class period that morning. I still have about 50 pages of the book and it's pure awful. One of the hardest books I have ever read, possibly because it was written 200 years ago. I hope I can have it finished in time.

For one last thing we had a note packet that we had to do and turn in for a major grade in my PreAp World History class. I don't remember her calling for them but I know they were do that day, and I'm scared for the possibility that when I had left the room for 5 minutes to get something that we turned them in then. Though I do have a slight memory of turning it in. I hope that if I didn't turn it in she will still give me credit since I walked out of the room.

I plan to update this blog when ever I can, as you can tell I talk alot about what makes me worry, and how I feel. I hope for those who read this that you enjoy it.
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