Introduction

I have a blog for the game I play, Runescape, I moved the blog here to blogger. It was previously on a gamining fansite. While blogging about the game I have decided I should also make a blog about my real life. Here I will talk about what goes on and my thoughts and feelings about what is going on in life around me.

You should know that I play trumpet, and I love band. Next week is region and I'm really not prepared to go. I wish I could tell the band director that I don't want to go and that I'm not ready, but I did that last year and I am expected to go. Also if I don't go the top band director, whose band I want to get in won't even look at me. Also if I don't go I won't be the top player in the band I'm in now. Ughh. Two friends of mine who also join me on my quest to make this band have practiced their region music to near perfection and are going. If I don't go I'd look like a fool to them. To make it wose one of them has braces aswell as I do! So there is no excuse for those getting in my way. Unless braces affect a trumpet player more than a saxaphone player.

Maybe you will side with me if you know the whole region process. You go in on a Saturday morning to a school with 100s of other people or less, depending on your instrument, and sit in a room for hours and hours. You get called up one by one in front of everyone to play your reigon music for judges who can't see you. Its pure awful torture, pain, and racks your nerves. After the hours and your finally done playing you sit for an hour and wait for your horrid results, when they are posted your results are seen by everyone! I know if I go I won't score well.

Sometime this week our school will hold a mock tryout, where we will all have to audition to be able to audition to region. To make that worse I have to play in front of people I actually know. I really don't want them to here my do bad and say "Wow he wants in this band with us, ha!" Tomorrow is my last day at home to practice it before I return to school and have to play in front of my band class. When I play alone or with others is completely different than how I play when I'm alone in front of everyone.

Other things other than band in life is one of my PreAp classes, English, I have to finish reading Frankenstien by Monday morning and have an essay written by our class period that morning. I still have about 50 pages of the book and it's pure awful. One of the hardest books I have ever read, possibly because it was written 200 years ago. I hope I can have it finished in time.

For one last thing we had a note packet that we had to do and turn in for a major grade in my PreAp World History class. I don't remember her calling for them but I know they were do that day, and I'm scared for the possibility that when I had left the room for 5 minutes to get something that we turned them in then. Though I do have a slight memory of turning it in. I hope that if I didn't turn it in she will still give me credit since I walked out of the room.

I plan to update this blog when ever I can, as you can tell I talk alot about what makes me worry, and how I feel. I hope for those who read this that you enjoy it.